Sunday, May 08, 2011
a future of uncertainties

yesterday was the general election and my first time voting
it was an exciting and yet enriching experience
a new journey is about to begin for me
and i will be learning a lot of new things along the way
jiayou
Monday, February 07, 2011

totally forgot about this virtual diary
CNY is over
and i haven been feeling well throughout this festive period
i kept thinking about what i want in life
i dun want to slog and waste my life away
everyday wake up, go work, come home, sleep
i wanted to do something meaningful
something which i enjoy
if i were to continue the same old routine for another 10 years
i would have wasted half of my lifetime away
.....
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
a note to a new beginning
its starting to get busy at work!
so many things to learn, so many things to do
time flies when you are busy
sometimes i will get demoralised when there are so many things i am not sure of
but its only the starting
so i must jiayou
this week is an eventful week
fri night meet up with the jc girls
sun lunch with the family
and next fri is deepavali
these are all the things i'm looking forward to
plus nov is coming
nov is a happy month
(:
hope that things can better and better
Sunday, September 26, 2010
a new journey

tml will be the start of a new journey
the outcome is unknown
but i will have to tell myself
to hold on despite all the challenges
jiayou lorraine
more faith
more confidence
and
do your best
(:
Thursday, September 09, 2010
happiness

there are bound to be ups and downs in life
sometimes when my life goes downslope
i will be demoralised
and when i do, i tend to cry
one day, i was feeling really down
it seemed to me that my world is falling apart
i walked over to the boy and told him wat's gg on
he simply said to me
"its okay, try again"
i began to ponder and reflect on the things he said
why should i be feeling moody over such things
i should learn to be positive
and convince myself that tml will be better than today
sometimes, it makes life easier when you are contented
just like my parents
i thanked them for accompaning me thru 17 years of my life
although its really short, i believe its the quality that matters
therefore i should be contented with the 17 years
my family my friends my love
this is happiness
(:
and
thank you god
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
out of the world
you make me realised that holding on to your loved ones is more important than anything else
you make me realised that quarrels and conflicts seemed so redundant
you make me realised that life is so unpredictable
you make me realised that i should cherish you even more
you make me realised that i shouldnt bear any grudges
i still remember the day i send you to A&E
i was telling you not to worry, you are just having a fever
the doc said that your bp was very low, need to be admitted straight away
the next day, doc say they need to transfer you to ICU
my heart stopped
that very night, you had breathing difficulties
i cried so hard at home, praying and praying non-stop
the needles are all over your body
i will never forget
the sorrow in your eyes
all i can do is to tear and hear my heart break
i kept telling myself
i cant afford to lose you, i really cant
we have a future to build
we have a dream to fulfill
Baby boy
Be strong Be brave Be blessed