Everything's over...i hoped i want i aim to stand up and faced life from another perspective... will i be able to make it?? god knows... i believe that god have a reason for doing such things to me... do i have a choice to refuse, i don't...not at all... i just have to accept it.. my heart is in pieces and nothing can glued it back...nothing at all... i'm tired...very tired...so tired that sometimes i just wished that i will be able to join them... There's still some things that keep me going but the pain definitely outweighs the happiness... i wan to be strong but there's still a limit to wat i can undertake...this is definitely the max... i wan to survive but i'm bleeding inside.... i wonder how the place looks like... will there be a lot of butterflies?flowers?sunshine?Maybe that's the price i have to pay to come to this world...