you make me realised that holding on to your loved ones is more important than anything else

you make me realised that quarrels and conflicts seemed so redundant

you make me realised that life is so unpredictable

you make me realised that i should cherish you even more

you make me realised that i shouldnt bear any grudges

i still remember the day i send you to A&E

i was telling you not to worry, you are just having a fever

the doc said that your bp was very low, need to be admitted straight away

the next day, doc say they need to transfer you to ICU

my heart stopped

that very night, you had breathing difficulties

i cried so hard at home, praying and praying non-stop

the needles are all over your body

i will never forget

the sorrow in your eyes

all i can do is to tear and hear my heart break

i kept telling myself

i cant afford to lose you, i really cant

we have a future to build

we have a dream to fulfill

Baby boy

Be strong Be brave Be blessed