holidays are here...why do i feel bored and sad? isn't it wat i hope for when the holidays are juz around e corner...i wan to travel...i wan to shop...i wan to buck up...but nothing seems to work out...my heart feel empty...seriously...juz feel that i dun have the energy and the 'feel' to do things that i wan to do.. In short...I"M LOST!... i haven found the meaning of life...i wan to find it...can i??