hmmm.. these days i keep having mixed feelings... looking at my bed and my room i feel like crying lar... in about 4 days i will be leaving this place... a country where my relatives, friends and memories are.. i really look forward to the trip but at the same time i think i will be missing all these badly... shit shit shit... i can feel my tears flowing down while typing this larz... wo she bu de ni men lorz!! i wonder how would things change when i come back... will everything remain the same just like now or i will lose them when i come back... i dun even know the answer myself...