SHIT! i knew it. the results are coming out on friday, that means it's going to be a thurs here. my heart almost drop out when i see " release of GCE A level results on fri" on tpjc.net! oh god i know that everything's fixed but i just can't stop to worry. i almost cried lar. i dun wan to face the truth, i'm not prepared to face the truth and i never will. basically i can do nothing but to pray just pray that i can get into the course i want! pls pls pls can lao tian dote on me more. i need to pass this hurdle or i dun know what should my next step be? haiz.. anyway i had my first chinese lesson today and it was pretty okay. i hope the kids enjoy my lesson as much as i do! haiz.. u see how the results affect me. the moment i close my eyes i see mdm lim in front of me and i start to panick. how to sleep?