sometimes i feel that it's really not a matter of what u choose,it's a matter of wat are the choices available for you to choose from. and personally,i kindda hate making choices. u know why,when u make a choice,there will be an opportunity cost,like something you need to give up. that thing you're giving up can be big or small,it depends,but it will definitely leaves you pondering if u're making the correct choice. i dun really like that feeling, uncertain and yet unable to escape. and the thing is u have to stick to the choice u made cos it's ur choice rite. how stupid! it seems that i'm forced to grow up and face the challenges in life. Can my life for once be smooth-sailing,despite the fact that it has been lumpy-bumpy all along. okay,enough,i must be mad to be typing all these when it's like 3am now.