i think i'm a little crazy seriously,with all the stuffs happening all at one go.i really think i shld stop partying and save up. i must show it to him that i can save and that i'm not a spolit brat,i'm thrifty okay(: (: *keeping my fingers crossed* haha! anyway,money is the top issue now for me.. oct is a terrible month,really! but,looking on the bright side,nov is coming!!! yeah,i love nov not becos it's my burfdae month alryte,i just love it for no particular reason. my sch is having this halloween party on fri,wondering whether i should go or not.. better not rite, since i'm so scared of those stuffs... life,life,life,shld i be happy or not?