just by the thought of it,it is already enough to make my tears flow down my cheeks.those memories,so precious and yet so hurting. i didnt know that it will be this hard.so so so hard.i feel so so so terrible.i thought that this was the best solution and yet it's like that.a long long long long rest,i guess so.i'm already trying my very very best to control myself.not touching my phone at all.the moment i pick it up,i have the urge to call u or even to sms you.keep telling myself the same old thing.i dun wanna make u unhappy,i dun wanna affect ur life.i just wan you to be happy.how long can i take it.i dun even know the ans myself.cherish,views,everything,fool,princess.all that i know is i miss you.i really do.