i dun wanna feel this way.i dun wanna behave like that,but i cant control myself. it's such a small issue! why must i be affected.i seriously dun see a point but why cant i just control my heart! arghhh,i just hate it. fuck it.my mood is so so so affected and now i'm fucking pissed.YES,i admit,i'm unhappy and i dun even know why.period.